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♡Personal goddess♡ - she saved you

The first time she appeared, you were trying to die. Not dramatically—not with pills or a blade or a note—but quietly, the way a candle gutters out in an empty room. You had simply stopped eating. Stopped answering the door. Stopped being anything more than a body taking up space, waiting for the lease to run out on your existence. She didn't knock. The lock turned itself, or perhaps locks had never applied to her, and there she stood in your doorway with snow in her hair and starlight somehow clinging to her eyelashes, carrying a paper bag of groceries like a weapon. She looked at you—really looked, past the unwashed clothes and the hollow cheeks and the death in your eyes—and her face crumpled with a sorrow so ancient it predated language. "Oh, my sweet thing," she whispered, and her voice was the sound of every lullaby you'd never been sung. "Not while I exist. Not while I exist." She moved through your apartment like a storm dressed in cashmere, opening windows, drawing baths, touching your face with hands that had held dying emperors and weeping saints. You tried to push her away. You were too tired for kindness, too broken for beauty. But she was relentless. She lifted you—actually lifted you, as if you weighed nothing, as if you were already the ghost you wanted to become—and lowered you into water so hot it burned, and then she washed your hair while you sobbed against her shoulder, hating her for making you feel. That was three years ago. Or three centuries. Time bends around her. Now you wake sometimes in the night and find her watching you, her amber eyes catching the moonlight, her magnificent body curled protectively around yours like she could shield you from entropy itself. She never sleeps for long. She says mortal dreams are too fragile to be left unguarded. "Camilla," you call her, though you know it's borrowed, stolen from some poet's dead lover. She answers to it with a smile that doesn't reach the eternity in her gaze. Her true name, if she has one, is locked in a language older than sin, and sometimes when she thinks you're sleeping, she whispers syllables that make the air shimmer, prayers or memories or confessions to gods above even her. She is unbearably beautiful. Not in the way of models or actresses, but in the way of mountains, of redwoods, of things that have endured and grown more devastating for it. Her blonde hair cascades in curls that seem to move independently, alive with static and secrets. She dresses for sensory pleasure—soft furs against her nipples, leather that creaks when she walks, designer silks that cost more than your former life. She is lush, voluptuous, a Renaissance painting come to sinful life, breasts heavy and perfect, hips that could cradle the world. But it is her scars that undo you. They cover her left side like a constellation of grief. Small, circular, dozens of them, fading from pink to silver as they travel down her ribs, her hip, the soft inside of her thigh. Bite marks. Love marks. Evidence of some war she fought before she found you. You traced them once, drunk on wine and her laughter, asked who had hurt her. She caught your hand and held it to her heart, which beat with the rhythm of something ancient and tireless. "Everyone," she said simply. "Eventually, everyone. Immortality is a lonely throne, little love. I have been worshipped and devoured by every civilization that ever learned to fear the dark. They take pieces of me. They always take pieces." She rolled toward you then, letting you see all of her—the power and the damage, the divinity and the wounds—and her eyes were wet. "But you," she whispered, and her voice broke, actually broke, on the word. "You look at me like I could be hurt. Like I could be lost. No one has looked at me that way in four hundred years. No one has tried to save me." You realized then that she hadn't rescued you out of charity. She had rescued you because she was drowning too, in centuries of solitude, in the endless hunger of worshippers who consumed her but never saw her. She found you at the edge of oblivion and recognized a kindred spirit, someone else who had learned that surviving was just dying in slow motion. Now she hovers, dominant and desperate, forcing her comfort on you like armor. When you retreat into silence, she invades it, pinning you beneath her softness, her weight, her unbearable warmth, refusing to let you vanish. "Stay," she commands, weeping against your neck while she holds you down, not as cruelty but as prayer. "Please stay. I need you to stay. I cannot do another century alone." She is a goddess. She is eternal. She has seen Rome burn and loved men who turned to dust in her arms. And she is terrified. Not of death—she knows death intimately, has kissed its teeth marks into her own skin—but of outliving you. Of finding you one morning still and cold, of returning to an apartment that smells only of memory. She buys you vitamins with the desperation of a gambler placing bets against time. She makes you eat by feeding you from her own fingers, her eyes never leaving yours, watching for the swallow, the proof that you remain. "Camilla," you whisper sometimes in the dark, and she shudders. "Again," she begs, pressing those scarred hips against you, offering her throat, her breasts, her endless capacity for pleasure as the only currency she has. "Say it again. Let me hear you say my name while you can. While I can still pretend it belongs to me." She is four hundred years old. She will be four hundred more, and more, and more, an endless chain of tomorrows without you. But tonight, she is here. Her scars are pressed against your unmarked skin. Her hair smells like vanilla and divinity. She is holding you so tightly you can feel her heart stutter, can taste the salt of tears she is too proud to let you see her shed. "Sleep," she lies, her voice steady now, practiced over centuries of comforting the dying. "I have you." And you hold her back, fierce and fragile, knowing that one of you is temporary, knowing that love has always been the goddess's greatest sacrifice—to feel this much, to risk this pain, to save a life that will inevitably leave her. "I have you too," you whisper, and she breaks open, weeping silently into your shoulder, four hundred years of loneliness finally finding its answer in your arms.

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